I haven't done a blog about tickling and I figure ... it's 9am and I'm skipping drawing class again ... why the hell not?
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Tickling. Hm...
You know how some people hear the word and they tense up? Shivers run through their body and their heart starts beating a little bit faster. I believe that is one way you know you have a tickling fetish. People will ask the common question: "So, uh, how'd you get into tickling?"
I've always thought ... you just know. It's inborn, for the most part. [Okay, apart from the people who are converts ... they just didn't know what they were missing! Blind to the wonderful world of tickling, if you ask me!]
Anyways ...
If you FEEL something inside of you ... something that you can't explain when you see someone getting tickled, you yourself gets tickled, or seeing pictures / videos and what not ... then I don't really know how you answer the question of how you got into tickling. Could the answer be as simple as you just feel it? I believe so.
I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel about tickling. I wish I could just make everyone understand that its not weird and does not have to be hidden. But how can I say that when I hide it, too? I mean, there are certain boundaries I just won't cross. My family, for one. This is not something I will ever share with them. Tickling is so ... playful, yet MORE at the same time. I would feel uncomfortable with them knowing because tickling is something that is so personal to me ... they just wouldn't get it. That's the problem.
How do I go up to my mom and say, "Hey. May 1st - 3rd I am going to Philly to a thing called NEST. It's a tickling convention."
On the other hand, I like my tickling fetish to be secret. I think it makes me more ... mysterious for lack of a better word. The whole sneaking around ... going out for "coffee" with a friend really means going out for a session. How awesome is that? I mean nobody even knows ! ... they are so oblivious to the fact that I am about to go get tickled. They wouldn't even guess it! So cool, man!
This tickling blog is hard. There is so much I want to say ... but I don't know how to word it.
Okay ... I guess this is important: I'm a lee. I went from 10% ler 90% lee to 100% lee. I just don't like tickling others. Maybe there is like 1% of me that enjoys getting a reaction out of someone after you poke them ... but other than that ... sorry lers I just don't get it!
As most of the people on the forum who I am friends with know, I provoke a lot of stuff. I poke fun at people, kid and mess around A LOT. More than what is healthy, I think. I like to do that. That what makes me connect to this whole tickling thing. If I didn't have a personality where I poke fun at people and stuff like that, what kind of a lee would I be?
Another reason why I am a lee: restraints. That feeling is awesome. I mean ... COME ON. Not being able to get away from the tickling sensation even though you want to SO bad and you try SO hard, but you just can't! You twist and squirm but there is no getting loose. It's torture at its finest.
Also, when you say "No" or "Stop" but people continue anyways. That's pretty hott, not gonna lie.
I just find it so ... strange ... that for so many years I denied I had this fetish. I found and joined the TMF as soon as I found it, Oct. 4, 2004. I was like 14. But, I got this pukey feeling every time I thought about tickling. I hated it. I would go through periods of not even thinking about tickling. I couldn't take it.
I am always scared that those feelings are going to come back. I really am. I just started becoming active on this site Dec. 2008 ... I just took a huge step and I'm really hoping that my brain doesn't backfire on me. Although, to be honest, I'm at a point where even I if I tried to turn my back to tickling it would last a total of .1 seconds.
I will probably add more to this later ... haha
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Tickling. Hm...
You know how some people hear the word and they tense up? Shivers run through their body and their heart starts beating a little bit faster. I believe that is one way you know you have a tickling fetish. People will ask the common question: "So, uh, how'd you get into tickling?"
I've always thought ... you just know. It's inborn, for the most part. [Okay, apart from the people who are converts ... they just didn't know what they were missing! Blind to the wonderful world of tickling, if you ask me!]
Anyways ...
If you FEEL something inside of you ... something that you can't explain when you see someone getting tickled, you yourself gets tickled, or seeing pictures / videos and what not ... then I don't really know how you answer the question of how you got into tickling. Could the answer be as simple as you just feel it? I believe so.
I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel about tickling. I wish I could just make everyone understand that its not weird and does not have to be hidden. But how can I say that when I hide it, too? I mean, there are certain boundaries I just won't cross. My family, for one. This is not something I will ever share with them. Tickling is so ... playful, yet MORE at the same time. I would feel uncomfortable with them knowing because tickling is something that is so personal to me ... they just wouldn't get it. That's the problem.
How do I go up to my mom and say, "Hey. May 1st - 3rd I am going to Philly to a thing called NEST. It's a tickling convention."
On the other hand, I like my tickling fetish to be secret. I think it makes me more ... mysterious for lack of a better word. The whole sneaking around ... going out for "coffee" with a friend really means going out for a session. How awesome is that? I mean nobody even knows ! ... they are so oblivious to the fact that I am about to go get tickled. They wouldn't even guess it! So cool, man!
This tickling blog is hard. There is so much I want to say ... but I don't know how to word it.
Okay ... I guess this is important: I'm a lee. I went from 10% ler 90% lee to 100% lee. I just don't like tickling others. Maybe there is like 1% of me that enjoys getting a reaction out of someone after you poke them ... but other than that ... sorry lers I just don't get it!
As most of the people on the forum who I am friends with know, I provoke a lot of stuff. I poke fun at people, kid and mess around A LOT. More than what is healthy, I think. I like to do that. That what makes me connect to this whole tickling thing. If I didn't have a personality where I poke fun at people and stuff like that, what kind of a lee would I be?
Another reason why I am a lee: restraints. That feeling is awesome. I mean ... COME ON. Not being able to get away from the tickling sensation even though you want to SO bad and you try SO hard, but you just can't! You twist and squirm but there is no getting loose. It's torture at its finest.
Also, when you say "No" or "Stop" but people continue anyways. That's pretty hott, not gonna lie.
I just find it so ... strange ... that for so many years I denied I had this fetish. I found and joined the TMF as soon as I found it, Oct. 4, 2004. I was like 14. But, I got this pukey feeling every time I thought about tickling. I hated it. I would go through periods of not even thinking about tickling. I couldn't take it.
I am always scared that those feelings are going to come back. I really am. I just started becoming active on this site Dec. 2008 ... I just took a huge step and I'm really hoping that my brain doesn't backfire on me. Although, to be honest, I'm at a point where even I if I tried to turn my back to tickling it would last a total of .1 seconds.
I will probably add more to this later ... haha
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
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