TicklishGirl666
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To elaborate a bit this is a bit of exhibitionist fetish fantasy. I am not shy about being seen barefoot at home in bed, indoors, a bit shy about walking barefoot outdoors in my yard and being seen. I also don ' t have a phobia of wearing very revealing shoes, but if my flip flops would be taken while in public, even though the amount of foot shown would not be much different I think I would freak out. Anyway, here in India, in places like that ( colony, like a self contained village surrounded by city ) it ' s a bit more socially acceptable especially for females to walk barefoot in public. Not for long distances and for certain Indian women don ' t walk barefoot nearly as much as it ' s shown in the movies which seem to depict them as barefoot most of the time. But for a short distance like just across the street, to a nearby shop, to the neighbor who lives next door, to the temple on the other side of the street or just sitting or standing in the door frame which is outdoors you will see women doing it. But being barefoot here can also be associated with lower classes and poverty ( with the difference that lower classes and poor people also usually have dirtier clothes and even they are not barefoot always ). Also some do it more often than others and some if they take their shoes off to put their feet on a sofa or enter a temple and they exit and know after a little while they will have to take their shoes off again they don ' t bother putting them back on. I myself put my shoes back on the second I step off the sofa, exit the temple or go outdoors usually even if I will re enter the temple after a short while or sit and lounge on the sofa again soon. Also I tried a compromise and bought a pair of sandals that were very revealing, had very thin straps, a relatively flat sole and the color was very close to my skin color so they would create the illusion of being barefoot from a distance. They were not freaking me out but they were mostly not satisfying my exhibitionist fantasy either. I guess I also need to feel my soles bare. The day before yesterday after coming home I had some handy men scheduled to fix some electric contacts. I put on a pair of bell leg long jeans to conceal my bare feet a little and then paced the room back and forth telling myself I can do this for about half an hour. Then I went barefoot in the yard and waited for them nervously. When I heard the rattling on the gate I almost jumped on the roof and wanted to run back inside but instinctively said " it ' s open " and they entered just as I was about to run back inside and put my slippers on. What happened next was even more exciting and frightening and embarrassing for me. I think they noticed my reaction first and thought " where is she running ". They started to make a small chat with me and I forced myself to stay there and not completely freak out. They didn ' t look at my feet first and I hoped they would not notice due to the pants but eventually one of them looked down and noticed. He started measuring me from head to toe a few times and I was freaking but again I forced myself to play it cool and not freak out. He didn ' t say anything and they started walking to the panel they were supposed to fix and I told them to wait for me to switch off electricity first. I went inside and did so, told them they can start and jumped on the sofa in the living room and lounged on it to make it look casual. Then I placed the money I owed them on the coffee table so I don ' t suddenly walk outside with slippers and raise even more questions in their heads or have them see me barefoot outside again. Barefoot inside and on the coach was acceptable. When they finished one of them knocked on the door, I told him to enter and showed him where the money is and told him to show themselves out. But if being seen barefoot in my yard made me freak out so much I shudder to think how much I would freak out if I ' d have to walk to a shop barefoot. And I ' d probably go into panic mode, want to sneak back and embarrass myself or at least end up very humiliated in my mind. Also, being a foot fetishist myself walking barefoot in public feels a bit like walking bare breasted. I don ' t know why only completely barefoot and revealing foot wear is fine and only in places like my yard or the street but I don ' t feel uncomfortable being seen barefoot at the temple or indoors, especially on the sofa or the bed.
Despite the reasons, I feel like an opportunity is slipping as I will eventually leave India and don ' t know when or if I will return ( although I may want and do at some point ). So do you know how can I kick this fear and do so proudly without embarrassing myself?
Despite the reasons, I feel like an opportunity is slipping as I will eventually leave India and don ' t know when or if I will return ( although I may want and do at some point ). So do you know how can I kick this fear and do so proudly without embarrassing myself?