Oh dear,my fianc'ee has discovered my foot fetish and feet tickling fantasy out.I'd thrown stuff in the trash(big mistake) she was curious and went rumaging through the bin. I've caused her pain and heart ache.I'd been planning a foot fetish website and she found some old plans amongst the trash. Torn up prints of clothed females showing their feet and a printed forum on making tickling clips.
For 45 years this has been my secret. A wife of 20yrs never had a clue. Neither for that matter did anyone else. Now I'm fighting to keep the woman whom i love so much and am to marry hopefully next May.
I'm empty ,low,scared and a bloody fool to risk what i have for this crap.Crap thats been like smoking, nearly impossible to give up.
I fear she thinks Im weird.Not normal,a freak! Well are we? The only way is to donate my p.c.to an old folk charity and come off the internet completely.I have no other access to it and it will show her that i really am trying to do something about it. Maybe you will say im wrong.it won't work and I'll never be able to clear it from my head. Maybe so,but i have never loved anyone in my life as much as i do her.I've hurt her ,i promised that i would never do that to her and i meant it.I'm hurting myself,i feel damed awful.Life was so good until now. No she hasn't finished with me.I fear though things will never be quite the same, and i'll regrete this for the rest of my life.
a feet and tickling addict since 4/5 yrs old.
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For 45 years this has been my secret. A wife of 20yrs never had a clue. Neither for that matter did anyone else. Now I'm fighting to keep the woman whom i love so much and am to marry hopefully next May.
I'm empty ,low,scared and a bloody fool to risk what i have for this crap.Crap thats been like smoking, nearly impossible to give up.
I fear she thinks Im weird.Not normal,a freak! Well are we? The only way is to donate my p.c.to an old folk charity and come off the internet completely.I have no other access to it and it will show her that i really am trying to do something about it. Maybe you will say im wrong.it won't work and I'll never be able to clear it from my head. Maybe so,but i have never loved anyone in my life as much as i do her.I've hurt her ,i promised that i would never do that to her and i meant it.I'm hurting myself,i feel damed awful.Life was so good until now. No she hasn't finished with me.I fear though things will never be quite the same, and i'll regrete this for the rest of my life.
a feet and tickling addict since 4/5 yrs old.
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