I'm back, but I still have a problem concerning sex. Let's talk...

[Dark Crane]

Hi Dark Crane,

Firstly very brave of you sharing your experience. And sorry in advance for any other readers, English is not my native language.

I've been in a similar boat as you. I'm a foot and tickle fetichist. That's what mainly turns me on with girls.
And during my early 20's had an unfortunate experience with one of my 1 night stands as I wasn't able to maintain a strong erection. From there it went downhill and same problem occurred with different girls back to back. And this stage it becomes a mental obstacle more than anything.

If you wake up in the morning with an erection ( most of the mornings ) for sure it's a mental thing. As Omnifeller said, cutting on the porn can surely help as real sex is not tickle porn. Furthermore, what did the trick for me ( short term solution ), perhaps a boost of viagra if your doctor agrees with this option. You'll have this extra edge and try to revert the negative dynamic.

Hopefully it helps you.

Hey, Javi! Thanks for your kind words, that means a lot for me...

Well, I also understand that the mental barrier is the worst issue. And I actually bought some Viagra and Cialis pills when I was with my girlfriend to test it out with her this time...

I was thirsty to try, with a lot of libido and a lot of desire to consume it. She ended up leaving and it didn't work out...

Lately, porn has decreased a lot in my life. And I've even tried masturbating a little less just to see how my libido behaves. Well, let's go on like this until we try to have sex again. I have better expectations nowadays for when that time comes...