i am not sure what i am doing yet. it always hurts me deeply to be alone on valentines day. what hurts me even worse is i know two divorced people who i do not think have anyone this year. i am used to being alone as i always get the sweetheart or the friend label. i even earn the your such great husband material and its not you, it me crap but i can take it. what i can't take is seeing people i care about lonly and hurting on any day but especially vanentine's day. one of the two people who i have her new address and i may send her flowers up in long island where she lives but i got to be careful that the flowers are romantic so they pick her up but not too romantic. the other one i just met and i do not know if she is alone but if she is then a crime is bieng committed and if we get to talking i will want to be there for her on valentine's day and other days as well
i guess that just the sentimental fool that i am. i do not care if i'm alone, hurt and miserable but i want to make sure the people i care about are loved, cherished, happy and taken care of as well as safe and sound! i guess that makes me a hopeless romantic nobody but i don't care