So my basic stance on life is no lives forever I'm gonna die at some point does it really matter when and where it happens? I mean if I want to roam the dark alley way at 3 am why not? Hey maybe I will be murdered, but hey maybe the person who killed me saved from rotting in a nursing home with no brain cells left or saved me from slowly dying a painful death from sickness. I just don't see why I should really value my life; when I am going to eventually lose it? My family thinks I am crazy and they get upset with me. I like to drive around during grave yard hours and it just about kills my Grandma. I do some crazy things because of the way I feel about life. I also see no need to live my life in fear. The world is a shitty place and I know it. Hell I could step out my door and possibly get shot right now. Well I hope y'all don't think I am a nut job now or a total idiot.