I understand the annoyance at the entitled attitude that people expect what they like for free. But I think of all the free "normal" porn for "normal" people and I think why can't I have this same right?
You don't have any right to media.
The "Normal" people do have a lot of free porn out there, and for a very simple reason. Their like
IS THE NORM so the majority of what gets made is for said folks.
You pulled a very very specific manifestation of an already small paraphilia group. The number of people who like what you do is tiny. Odds are no creators active at any given time share your specific likes. And as a creator, when I write something to give away, I tend to write a story that amuses me first, and I hope others second. That is why there is so little media that hits your bullseye.
Your argument above is one that I hear often. It's one born of frustration of being different from the norm. And if you dig back into the real early days of this forum you'll hear the same argument being expressed by a lot of different groups. "Why is there no pantyhose tickling videos!!!???" "Where is all the F/M tickling????" "Every thing is about Feet… where is the armpit tickling???" Paraphilia (what you call fetishes) tend to fragment into highly individualistic expressions. Everyone wants something that works for them, and they all have a list of specific conditions they 'need'. Well the more specific those conditions get the less and less material that will do the job, and at the same time, the less and less of it there is.
It's like going into McDonalds and ordering a box of Fries, and begin unhappy there are not 73 fries in the box. There may be 74, or perhaps 72, but unless there are exactly 73 you are unsatisfied.
You have managed to get material created for free, you have paid to get it made (and I sure hope you got exactly what you wanted) so you've not been unsuccessful in the quest to scratch your itch. You've been proactive (and motivated). That is all to the good.
But just because you are not part of the core mass of sexuality, one of those who can enjoy that great free pile of effective porn, you don't gain the right to anything more then the right to want something, and work to get it. Every single person on this forum who grew up in the 60's 70's and 80's, grew up in a time where every bit of porn we saw was not for us. And it sucked. It made most people who had a tickling paraphilia feel like they were the only one on the planet. But as the tools came along to make things differently those very same people changed things. Jeff opened Magic Touch, Jim Created MTP, BAC made art and shared it. NEST came into being. We made a place for ourselves, where people now COME to try and sell us media. Where others like C.A.B. give it away. And there is so much stuff no one can keep track of it all.
Note that. Once I knew EVERY SINGLE TICKLING VIDEO EVER MADE. I might not have seen them all, but I knew of them, and could tell you who made it, and who was in it just from a photo still. That was less then 20 years ago. That's how much things have changed.
You want more Crone vs Hottie tickling? Give creators a reason to make it. Tell them that in a story it does;t need to be the focus so long as there is some of it in there someplace. Convince a video producer to get an older Ler for a video to see if they can make it sell. For a long time people wanted to see more MILF's as lees, and eventually producers saw a demand and started to fill it.
You're like is specific. You need to realize that you will most honestly only see it as part of a greater whole. Much like the RUST chapter. Some of what you liked was there, some wasn't. But most importantly, you need to accept that the world is not designed to specifically fill your want, and you'll need to work harder as a result. Fair? Nope. But neither are most aspects of life.
I may seem harsh with my post here, but I'm not trying to rip you up. What I'm trying to do is instill some perspective of how you fit into the greater community, and that what you feel is not all that different from what all of us felt at one point. Pulling a odd paraphilia doesn't make ones life easier. It complicates it. But like all the other things that make us unique, it's a sort of strength also. We all work harder to be happy.
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