Of course it got long fast. Theres a problem.
Thank you for the compliments though. Thats some solice I can take in this mess.
No offense, but I don't think you should have added the last part. Its sort of insensitive to ask something like that now when theres this problem I have. Quite frankily, I don't want to draw anything until this situation is rectified. This situation has ruined my thread, and the feedback I was hoping to get by posting more pictures than usual, I probably won't get now because no one wants to bother unless their getting something for it. I guess I just don't want to have to fully accept that this community, and every community has an ugly side. Its when your down like this that its apparent and quite visible. Your not blinded by frustration, anger, dissappointment, or whatever. You see things as they are. I don't like what I see. But for now, one thing is a server going down and ruining this for me. This almost can't be helped. But its a totally different thing when only 4 people try and make the most of it with me. Its sad really, and quite frankily I'm ashamed in some ways. Not of me mind you. My art deserves an audiance, and the "you have an attitude trump card" is getting awefully old, and un-usable for those that would slap that on the table with a smug grin.
Would someone care to explain whats happened over the course of my being here, if only to repeat what I've said, and confirm it? As a contributor, giving you your high, I at least deserve that.
- Damien
PS: Yes, I probably could have handled this post better, but theres only so much you can take. And for me, it was several months. I'm not weak, just too nice. I don't hide behind my rep, nor do I side with others strictly for some advantage, or to save face like some people here do. I'm not as concerned with what people think, only how they deal with it. Its a free country, afterall. I do feel I've been taken for granted on several occasions and every time I update, and I want you to know that sooner or later I might just leave. Much to the sorrow of some, and the delight of others (especially for those whom I'm of the highest competition for). I'm a human being, not a processing machine for your enjoyment.
And no Owen, this wasn't directed at you, obviously. 🙂