Being "broken" in play- an example.

[KittenToes]

Here's an example. We originally stuck this in True Stories, but realized there wasn't quite enough detail for a full story and decided to move it here.

The girl in question's a 5'11" Oxford university grad, just turned 30, shoulder length blonde hair, big bust, posh accent. Here's what she herself wrote on another fet site about an encounter at a fetish club she had with my hubby Libertine and I. Prior to the tickling described below, I'd put her in a rope harness and played with her for a while and Lib and I had both flogged her for a bit in the main room of the club, so she was already quite relaxed and warmed up before this began. We moved to one of the back rooms (I think it was meant to be the medical play room, because there was a dentist's chair and we tied her down to a massage/examining table) for the tickling scene. She had been wearing a basque/bra, undies,and stockings previously, but in preparation for being tickled she went barefoot and took off the top half of her outfit. I know she is not exaggerating in her description about her reaction to the event, because I had to sit there afterwards while she flung her arms around me and cried all over me. Bit more than I had signed up for...oh well.

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"The only time I've been truly broken in play was when a couple tickle-tortured me in a club. My play is usually more sexual - this was in some ways sexy/thrilling, but was mostly about control and for me to submit. There was a point when it was clear to me that the scene was no longer in any way physically 'enjoyable', and I could see where it was going to end, and I thought about stopping it... But I was curious also, and really wanted to experience being 'broken' by the two of them. I also thought 'ffs, they're just tickling you, it's not exactly harmful is it?'. So I made a fully conscious choice to continue to submit. They did indeed break me, and I was sobbing and for a moment without any will of my own left. They asked if I wanted to stop and I was so broken I replied 'I don't even care any more...'. It was a fascinating experience and left me spacey, happy and completely relaxed.

I know there are quite a few who have tickling as a 'hard limit'(!), but if you wanted to try out being broken, I'd really recommend it, as it is such a low risk form of play physically (as long as they let you breathe now and then!) and presumably for most people emotionally safe too."
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Doubt she'll ever be a convert, but she was willing to try, never safeworded, and we had fun.

Have you ever been "broken" in play? And what does being "broken" mean to you? Is it a positive or negative thing? Discuss.

 

[Cavum]

Very nice and interesting reading 🙂
Great that you got to experience that and respect that you was willing to go that far.

 

[milagros317]

I've been tickled senseless (turned into a ragdoll that can't move or speak) but I wouldn't call it being broken. I loved it. 😀

 

[Capnmad]

Thanks for sharing that, KT. Cannot speak to being "broken", but look forward to further responses.

 

[Em Es]

I'm still waiting to know that feeling

KittenToes, I am still waiting to know that out-of-control feeling of being tickled to the point where I beg the tickler to stop. I've approached it in dungeon tickling sessions where I either switched with or submitted to a dominatrix. Offhand, I can think of no fewer than five mistresses who, restraining me and tickling either my feet or ribs, had me coming close to pleading for mercy. However, in every instance the domme stopped before breaking me even though I didn't ask.

Without going into my life story, circumstances have prevented me from seeing a dominatrix over the past few years and I have not been able to find a female tickler through the T.M.F. willing to try to break me.

Anyway, thanks for another good discussion topic. It sounds as though your husband and you made that ticklish woman happy she allowed you to stretch her limits.

 

[dazed]

I'm not sure what being broken would be for me but I've recently had an unexpected (and very welcome) experience with this couple. I'm still mulling it all over and feel like I've been abuducted by aliens. The tickling was really taking me somewhere so good I was still giggling when they left me. I want to ask this couple 'did this/that really happen?'

Kitten Toes is an incredible ler. I was mainly at her mercy. Libertine has asked me to write up what I experienced with them but I can't get my head round it yet.

I'm crashing at the moment and trying to focus on work. When I know you both weren't a figment of my imagination I'll write it up. Meanwhile, I'm wondering how long I can let my martial artist's stubby nails get to give someone else the feeling I got.

 

[Lord Doctor]

Wish I'd been in her... ropes.

 

[love feet]

love it!

 

[dazed]

I did too 🙂 have written it up here as requested, was a mind-blowing introduction to such things hence the reflective tone

 

[porcelaindoll2]

Have you ever been "broken" in play? And what does being "broken" mean to you? Is it a positive or negative thing? Discuss.

Yes I have been broken. To me broken is when I realize I can no longer put up a fight anymore and I just submit. My whole body just gives in and I go limp. I also tend to zone out due to feeling so peaceful. I remember when my last ex-Dom first broke me I just remember holding on to him crying and saying thank you Sir. Then he laid me back down on the bed and I just laid there so content. He had to ask if I was okay and I told him, "I feel wonderful Sir." I normally try to act all tough, act like I'll never submit, and I fight back a lot. Secretly I only act this way to make my Doms/Dommes work harder and see if they can handle me. I actually love being broken. I'd go into more detail, but it wasn't tickling that fully made me break.