Do I Ever Feel Weird?
Yes, many times! When I was growing up in small town Pennsylvania, I always was made to feel bad for liking to tickling and smelling girls' feet. Admittedly, I tickled this one girl's feet when I was eleven, and found myself releasing my tension from that memory. I was always either punished, if my brothers or family saw me doing that with my cousins or neighbors, or severely ridiculed in junior high school for liking to tickle this girl's feet since she liked to put her feet on the back of my chair. One time, I even got in trouble with the law, but I felt I deserved it since it was with a lady I just met. But nowadays, I learned to accept my fetish(or should I say passion?), and keep it under control. I do this by restricting my female foot tickling to the rare gentlemen's club visits, Foot Worship Parties in either NYC, or Philadelphia, or the NEST Gatherings. However, this is even more difficult now that I'm in financial hardship as I am looking for work, and have some debts due to personal tragedy. Sometimes I do slip and look at a lady's feet inadvertantly and the lady would feel offended. That happened even though I wasn't REALLY meaning to look at her feet, just at the ground as I'm not much of a talker. And some people even believe that this affinity for the woman's feet can be construed as perverted. So yes, I do feel a little guilty for having this passion, and sometimes I turned out different. But, again, I accept me and my fetish as best I can, and adjust to society so I do not stand out too badly. Just my two cents to you, and a little bit of therapy to me.
Mark
a.k.a. MAJ0718