I’ve never understood why tickling was something I liked. I probably never will. It’s something that can be embarrassing to admit, even to someone you’re close to. There’s times when I wish I could just lose it.
Yes I have felt like that before with previous gfs, not with my current gf because she accepts me completely.
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As for why I think I like tickling..... I have come to realise it isn't just making my girl squirm that can be sexy to watch and feel, it's her beautiful laughter too. I tickle her to hear her adorable laughter.
Hearing a girl burst out laughing has always caused me to freeze and wonder where it is coming from. It can also sometimes get me excited, not sure why..
My mind thinks, hmm is she being tickled? But even if she isn't, the shall we say frequency of her laughter will always get my attention.
But as I’ve gotten older, I’ve come to understand that it’s not exactly a fetish either.
I agree with you on that. In fact sometimes I wonder if in my case it is a, I want to make my girl laugh desire, not a sexual fetish per say.
I say this because in school I remember countless times, where I would get jealous as a child/young teenager, if someone else made this pretty girl laugh.
Not even necessary tickling, just by saying something funny.
I would be really jealous about it for some reason..
When I think back to my first gf too, was I feeling jealous because her friend was tickling her, or was I feeling jealous because she eliciting laughter from my gf a lot more than me? I think it was actually the second. Not sure why....
As I’ve come here and gotten to know some of you, and written a few stories, I’ve become more comfortable with who I am.
So have I and your stories actually made me feel even more comfortable.
