Having a fetish in a vanilla world.

[anonymiss86]

Ok so this is more of a personal story post. But another thread got me wondering...
Has anyone else had a lifetime of humiliating outings?? LOL
Not all of them were humiliating...
Any time I CHOSE for it to happen it worked out fine.
It was always the accidental ones that threw me.

Before I was gender specific about my tickling (which came around age 11 or 12) I would tickle anyone!
There was a neighbor who I used to tickle alll the time and I guess I got a little rough... because her parents took her to the doctor because her sides were pink and later realized that it was from my tickling her... ...woops!

I originally thought that everyone felt the way I did about tickling!
But began to realize that other kids weren't so enthusiastic about it when 4th grade rolled around so from that point on and I kept it to myself more.

Although my best friend never forgot it and mentioned it in front of everyone at her sweet 16 during the candle ceremony which, as a result, made me blush furiously and hope to god that no one was listening enough to catch on.

I also re-outed myself accidentally via facebook around last Feb. and it was horrifying!

Does anyone else HATE that dailymotion connects directly to facebook???
Needless to say I got up one morning and there, for all my vanilla friends to see, was a lovely tickle video right on my wall that I had unknowingly "facebook liked".
With all kinds of comments from people (like my boyfriends cousin) saying "WTF!?!!?!?!" 😱

So, I immediately erased it and back-peddled with thorough explanations about how my friend slept over and thought it was funny to say I liked weird things and blah blah blah.

Anyone else have these kinds of things happen?
I've never heard anyone talk about it... or maybe I just missed the threads... 😛

 

[3xPIN]

I was quite reserved in my younger years. I wasn't outgoing till I was a lead in a high school play, junior year. In fact, once before a performance, I was massaging one of my 'co-stars' a foot rub while she was in a costume that included nylons. Half way through, she slyly asked, "Are you getting off on this David?" Kinda was. But I would tickle the girls in the play all the time and they never once suspected once I was into that. I always seemed nice and innocent.

I remember prompting the fact I have a tickle fetish once by saying, "I'm kinda weird." The girl I told gave me a look that said I had told her the equivalent of 'steam is really hot water.'

My brothers did once dig up some videos I had hidden deeeep within the family computer before flash drives where around. They would show them to their friends after going into my room and breaking my personal property. I don't so much finding that to be an outing so much as someone digging in my personal property because they are assholes. I keep secrets about them and their weirdness and bad stuff.
"Being the better man is overrated." -Huey Freeman.

 

[TKL_Rebel]

When i used to have a blackberry, i set up a group on the bb chat so we had like 7 friends within the one chat, it was really call because you could get a hold of everyone so easy.

One day i was browsing the TMF on my phone and i copied the web address to make a bookmark on it, what i had forgot to do was lock the keypad before putting it in my pocket...

The following friday all my friends are down the pub and one of just asks me out right... dan... whats the TMF - Tickling Media Forum?

I had no way of blagging this since they already knew of my fetish!

As you can guess, the jokes for the night were at my expense....

 

[SamuelKhan]

I'm all about having a fetish (feet, DiD bondage, tickling) in a vanilla (farming, church people, trailer trash, meth, stagnant economy, being at least 1,000 miles from any tickling at all) world.

 

[Tidas]

I had one thing happen to me that is still something of a mystery. I had a separate Facebook profile for tickling, and it contained some pictures of me, of my feet, other stuff tickle-related, and had a bunch of friends into tickling on it. Well one day I get a friend request from a female former co-worker who was on my vanilla Facebook. Horrified, I immediately deleted all of the pics, unfriended everyone, and deleted my profile. I still, to this day, have never figured out how she found it, or whether she was friending me because she was into it, or because she wanted to ridicule me.

 

[TickleMyFancy]

I don't want people in my every day life to look at me as "that girl with the weird fetish", so I tend to keep it private.

Until I know someone well enough and think they'd be accepting and let me tickle them, that is.

But OMG I did the stupid dailymotion-to-facebook thing too!!!
I was lucky though, and noticed less than 2 minutes after it posted, and no one has ever mentioned anything, so I think I got away lucky.

Yea, that stupid "like" thing suuuucks.

 

[anonymiss86]

I don't want people in my every day life to look at me as "that girl with the weird fetish", so I tend to keep it private.

Until I know someone well enough and think they'd be accepting and let me tickle them, that is.

But OMG I did the stupid dailymotion-to-facebook thing too!!!
I was lucky though, and noticed less than 2 minutes after it posted, and no one has ever mentioned anything, so I think I got away lucky.

Yea, that stupid "like" thing suuuucks.

Yeahh it happened right before I went to bed... so it was up for a good 8 hours! XD
It still makes me feel sick to my stomach when I think about it!!

 

[love feet]

I don't want people in my every day life to look at me as "that girl with the weird fetish", so I tend to keep it private.

Until I know someone well enough and think they'd be accepting and let me tickle them, that is.

But OMG I did the stupid dailymotion-to-facebook thing too!!!
I was lucky though, and noticed less than 2 minutes after it posted, and no one has ever mentioned anything, so I think I got away lucky.

Yea, that stupid "like" thing suuuucks.

oh wow i heat that option on dailymotion.

 

[Mehcookie]

Haha, I'm the master of secrets. Nobody has ever suspected my fetish no matter how much I tickle them, I guess they just think I'm playful.
Sucks to be you guys though with that Daily Motion thing. Luckily I know what happens when you like shit, it gets published on your Facebook so the whole fucking world can know.

 

[P4E]

It's hard enough sometimes having a fetish in a supposedly vanilla world...BUT...

..When you're of South East Asian descent (ok I'm a British born Indian lol)...it's even harder. Sex is a Very taboo subject anyway, and if my family, or any family friends etc found out about my fetish...well, I'd be in quite deep s*** lol. 2-3 of my friends know, and tbh they were a bit 'hmmm' at first but they're ok with it now, 2 of the girls tease me about it all the time until I grab them and let loose on them lol.

 

[sealdan]

As scary as it would be, I actually see being "outed" as an opportunity, but that's just in my world. It's an opportunity for me to fully own my fetishes and kinks, which are parts of me that I've grown to love and appreciate, rather than feel ashamed about (which is how I saw them before).

I've tickled some of my friends in the past, and I'm owning up to it more. Scary stuff, but in the end it feels good to come clean, and often times we feel closer.

Of course, it all depends on the person as well. Some people I don't share everything with because I don't feel safe doing so with them.

 

[3xPIN]

I don't want people in my every day life to look at me as "that girl with the weird fetish", so I tend to keep it private.

Until I know someone well enough and think they'd be accepting and let me tickle them, that is.

But OMG I did the stupid dailymotion-to-facebook thing too!!!
I was lucky though, and noticed less than 2 minutes after it posted, and no one has ever mentioned anything, so I think I got away lucky.

Yea, that stupid "like" thing suuuucks.

Yeahh it happened right before I went to bed... so it was up for a good 8 hours! XD
It still makes me feel sick to my stomach when I think about it!!

You know, I have never had this problem with daily motion. Maybe there is a way to disable it?

 

[robotickler3000]

I've never told anyone I know about my tickling fetish and I never will.
I'd be horrified if anyone found out about it.
I will take it to the grave.
Nothing but video clips and fiction for me.

 

[TB1024]

My mom, dad and older brother know all about it. I ordered a video from ticklingparadise a while back and had it sent to my house (this was before u can download clips). I was planning on getting to it before my parents got home, but my mom found it and opened the package. My mom is an extremely arrogant bigoted Christian woman, and she was pissed about the fact that I was watching porn. They were so pissed off that they even checked out the ticklingparadise website. My dad was drunk one time and mentioned that he saw the websites, and knew I ordered a dvd too. I literally just told him "So what?" and he never brought it up since then. My brother even caught me masturbating to a tickling video 2 years ago.

I had a friend come over to my apartment a year ago, and he was on my bed rolling a joint and I was browsing my computer looking for a documentary that he wanted to see. I had forgotten that there were some tickling video's on the hard drive that I had forgotten to hide and he didn't actually watch the video, but he saw the title of the videos and kinda raised his eyebrows at me, but he didn't say shit about it.


I got stoned before school during my senior year, and went to the computer lab and was checking a tickling website. I had forgotten to erase all the logs off the computer, and after I left, a classmate of mine got on the computer and saw it. The reason I know he saw it is because he mentioned it to someone on the bus, "Matt likes tickle porn", nobody really addressed the issue with me, directly. Luckily, I had a reputation with everyone at school as /the/ computer guy, so they never really harassed me, or tried to make me look bad when shit happened. After you build so many computers, fix their shit, upgrade their shit, setup their home networks, sell them bootlegged copies of movies and music that weren't even out yet, build their websites and databases, they tend to kind of respect and sometimes admire you. So I was lucky in that regard.

 

[watermellon]

I wouldn't look at the videos at school. Haha I smoked every day before school, it was too boring other wise

 

[TB1024]

I wouldn't look at the videos at school. Haha I smoked every day before school, it was too boring other wise

Lol yeah, I didn't really do it again after that happened. The day after I heard that douche talking about it on the bus, I went to the computer lab and erased all the logs. And I started bringing live distros of Linux to use for extra privacy. The schools network admins were either very incompetent or too lazy to lock down the network.

 

[GQguy]

I've had a few close calls. First was in highschool. I was looking at feet pics and my brother walked into the room just as I had a pic of a beautiful bare feet on the screen. He said "ewwwwww" what is that!? I just told him to get out and he never spoke of it again. I had a gf that knew I had tickling stuff on my computer but never showed them to her. I guess when I was in the shower one day she did a search and found them. She wasn't too surprised by why she found. I do think she wished though that I had more conventional porn on there. Oh well!

As I grew up and dated more I realized that women really didn't care about the foot thing. I would tell my guy friends and get some jokes about it, but there usually was more curiosity than ridicule. Some would even point out girls and ask me if their feet were up to snuff. I do remember one time I had a big BBQ pool party at my place. I was giving a girl I was seeing/hooking up with a foot massage and my buddy loud Kevin started going off about how gross feet are and how it's crazy that I like them. Unfrazzled and not looking at him(even though everyones attention was on me) I said to the girl "your feet are so pretty I can't help myself" and winked with a smile. "I don't date girls with ugly feet". The implication being that he did. He of course rebottled saying he wouldn't date a girl with ugly feet either. I said "cool" and the subject was changed.

I've heard of some girls chatting about my foot fetish but this one time it came full circle back to me. I hooked up with my best friend's, girl friend's friend. I didn't do anything crazy, just a foot caress here, a tickle there aside from sex. Well I guess she told my buddy's girl about it. My buddy's girl tells my buddy about it. And my buddy asks me about it. More out of curiosity than anything else. He's one friend I'm pretty upfront about all things fetish...especially when I explain why I like one girl over another.


I've got to watch out for that daily motion stuff! With 1300 friends hough I'd think there'd be a couple tickle lovers though....right?

GQ