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[Soilwork]

Hello. I have been, I guess what You would call a "lurker" all My life. But today I am entering Myself into a community. I have always yearned to be with My own kind, and this is the first step I would guess. I have some things about My history I would like to get off My chest, so that the community has a better understanding of Me. I read the rules, but I don't know if I can get in trouble for saying this, so I apologize in advance if I do, but, ever since I was little, I'm saying around 3 or 4 years old, I had a feet/tickling fetish. And I would have fantasies even at that age, and I know it may sound ridiculous that a child that young would have that, but I assure You I did. I've been told that this isn't normal at all, (Before I say what it is, please understand I am not trying to be pornographic but I'm trying to say this in as a mature way as possible) but I started masturbating around those ages, 2 and 3 times daily all to the fantasies I was having. I know that what I am saying is not normal at all, but its how I was. Anyway, I was raised Catholic, and as I got older, the church would make Me feel so horrible. I felt so ashamed that I had these fetishes, and the priest would make Me feel like a horrible person, and I went through alot of psychological pain trying to sort things out, trying to fight My own sexuality. I still struggle, but I am trying to accept who I am, this is part of the reason I want to be a part of Your community. No one knows about My feet/and tickling fetish, except for all of You now. And I would very much like to be a part of Your community.
I have much more to talk about, but I will do that tommorow. Please post responses, thanks!

 

[CTAT333]

You need not be ashamed here! You are amoung people who share your fetishes. It is common knowledge that many members, myself included, masturbate to many of the clips that we view. Tickling can be very sexual, and there is nothing to be ashamed of. It is not wierd, or freakish, or wrong. So please, make yourself right at home. I am a new member as well and I felt like I have been accepted immedieatly! Start posting and meeting all of us, we would love to get to know you!

 

[tukano_2]

I had those fantasies too, at the same age, 3/4, and from what I've read here and in other forums/newsgroups/chats/e-mails, many other of us had the same experiences, more or less at that age. I personally didn't masturbate (couldn't even figure out what it was back then...), but I had my first erections at that age, which I found "very annoying" (go figure :->), because the erections were "painful" (you know what I mean...) and distracted me from the pure pleasure of the tk fantasy itself. I think this describes quite well my dichotomic relationship with tk: at the beginning it's just for the fun of it, but after the first disperate laughters, squealing and pleas for mercy... something arises 🙂
If you search through the archives of this forum, specially in the "Tickling discussion" and "Stories" sections, you will find plenties of stories like yours.
Really, no need to feel sick, ashamed, freak or whatever here... you are amongst people who live your passion for tk, and most for feet too, in a very serene way, so I think it will be a refreshing experience for you 🙂
Welcome aboard!

 

[Aznagoel]

Welcome in this community where you can be yourself between others. I too have a fetish for as long as I remember and never talked about it with other people. And even within this community I feel a little bit outsider, since even here I have not found somebody with the same fetish combination I have: sweaters and tickling. But, does that matter? Does it harm my right to exist? No! And the same counts to you.

So enjoy becoming part of this community, share your views with others and maybe you will discover some new things about yourself as well.

 

[His Divine Shadow]

You are what you are, and no one has the right to make you feel ashamed of yourself for your beliefs and likes. That said, I think you will find yourself among many friends here, and I also know you will find acceptance easily here. We're glad to have you with us here, for who do we have but each other?

If you have any questions or whatnot, feel free to PM or email me.

HDS: Your friendly neighborhood mod.

 

[nessonite1]

Friendly neighborhood mod though he may be I am the friendlier more neighborly super mod. pbbbttthhh!
Can't say more than what has already been said. So you're not normal, oh no! Tell you what, nobody's normal. And if thery are I sure as hell don't envy them. You won't say anything on here that at least a dozen people won't pipe right up and relate to, so don't worry. Welcome to TT!

 

[drew70]

Dude, there is nothing to be ashamed about. You come across as a likeable person, without a lot of bluster and BS. Most of us are here because we share a love of tickling and/or being tickled. If you think about it, our fetish is pretty mild compared to some of the other stuff out there. I like to think of it as a little out of the mainstream, but still within the boundaries of civilized behavior. Since tickling involves a non-painful physical touch that provokes a response generally likened to pleasure, is it so unusual that some of us would find it sexually arousing? Think about it.

I can empathize with what you've been going through. Like many others here I thought I was the only person on the face of the earth that got aroused by tickling. I thought I'd die if anybody found out my "awful" secret. Later in life, I came to realize there are much wilder and even dangerous fetishes out there, not to mention necrophelia, beastiality, and autoerotic asphyxiation. Over the years, I've radically changed my attitude about my fetish. I talk about it like it's the coolest thing in the world (and we all know it is! 😉 ) rather than an embarrassment. I'm grateful for my fetish and hope I never "grow out of it." 😀

 

[AcornaMordor]

Here, Here! *thumps tankard on table to Drew's words*

 

[Iluv2Btickled]

EWWWW GROSS!! SICK!! WHY WOULD ANYONE......

joke. 😛

No one should have anything to say about how you feel ( in a negative sense that is). Apparently, according to all the "normies" we are all weird and gross. So I say lets be weird and gross together and enjoy each other's company!! 😀

And if anyone has anything negative to say, they'll have to answer to me and my adamantium viola bows that I just finished sharpening......

 

[Soilwork]

Thank You everyone, for making Me feel at home here. I apreciate it alot, and hope to make many friends here. I've gotta go do somethings, but I'll be back on here tonight. Thanks again!

 

[HOLLYWOOD]

do not worry aobut if you think you different according to the hollywood brother. there are some great people here like ness, camel26, the hollywood brother and many many others. there is nothing wrong with masterbation or tickling fetish. it is who you are and that is the bottom line according to the hollywood brother

 

[steph]

Welcome, you're safe here. Relax and have fun! (We do, don't we gang?) 😉

XOXO

 

[cosquillero1]

Welcome Soilwork at this wonderful community. Well i also had (and have yet !! 😉 ) those fantasies, same than you maybe 3, 4 or 5 years old masturbing too (although in that moment i didn't know than that was masturbing, i was only a little child, but that was pleasant to me). I think same than rest of us, you shouldn't shamed of yourself, you're who you're, nobody else. Almost all people has different ways of pleasure, over differents contexts. Somebody like baseball, another soccer, another American Football, another none, another all previous, some like movies, anothers tv, another radio and well, you understand what i'm saying. Your fetish is part of your mind like mine is part of my mind.

 

[jrubicante]

my two cents

Thank You everyone, for making Me feel at home here. I apreciate it alot, and hope to make many friends here. I've gotta go do somethings, but I'll be back on here tonight. Thanks again!

Hey Soilwork,
I find myself in the same boat as you. I'm not posting in your thread to try to steal your thunder or anything, but I think it's a pretty big coincidence that we have similar stories and our first posts were on the same day!

I used to be terrified of this place. I 'knew' that what I was doing here was sleazy and I was scared to open myself up to this place, to participate in the community. You see I viewed tickling as a dark spectre in my life, something that I was ashamed of but would never go away. I loathed this place, but at the same time I needed it.

But at the same time, I'm sure you've realized, that the people here are not the demons that represent them in our minds, they are real people. And I don't know about you but I'm starting to feel at home in here already. I'm not sure if this is helpful to you or not, just don't be afraid!

<STORY>
Here's more detail than you want to know about me:
I've had a tickling fetish for as long as I could remember. Even before I could have an erection I enjoyed tickling the girls that I played with. I don't know why, I'm not a very controlling person, I just guess it was destiny. My first erection, was when I was in my early teens. I was at a school picnic and I noticed some cute girls a way's away playing chicken fights (where teams of two get up on each others shoulders and kick at one another barefoot). A medium height blonde with long flowing hair and pale peach coloured skin was one of the 'combatants', raised on her friend's shoulders and clutching her as though she were a pole. This OTHER girl, who resented the fact that she wasn't playing, came up behind them, slipped her hands up the blonde's loose fitting faded green t-shirt, and began to tickle her ribs. The blonde started laughing immediately, she leaned forward to try to get away, her mouth hanging open ecstactically, revealing a gorgeous smile with blue braces. She shut her eyes so hard her eyelids turned pink. This was not a giggler, and not a screamer, she had a perfect, consistant laugh, that over a few seconds turned to nothing as her breath was taken away. As I angled to see up her shirt, I could see the tickler's dark green nails moving down the ticklee's sides, causing her little tummy to convulse rapidly. Gasping for breath but not releasing her partner, the blond slid down her partner's body, losing her grip ever so gradually. I could hear a faint giggle right before the tickler stopped, and the blonde's butt fell to the ground with a bump. She sprawled out on the ground, her bright blue eyes popping open as her breath hurried to catch up. 'She... TICKLED me!!' the blonde exclaimed.
</STORY>

I've never jac'd off thinking about penetration in my memory. Never. Only girls getting tickled. A lot of the time I fantasize, but it's easier if I latch onto a tickling that I have really seen / was a part of. I don't know what exactly your reservations are, but I'm guessing you you don't have it as bad as I do. ;-)
(Except that I just read cosquill's post... OMG... 5 years old? :wooha: Just ignore my whole previous sentence 😀 )

Well, I sure tend to go on and on. I hope you get to read this post, Soilwork, before someone moves it to Stories. :grind_tee

Although that story is based on a real event in my life, it is my fantasy, I expressed it in words for other people to read - people that I know will understand - without giving anyone my name or address, and I think when I hit Submit Reply I'm going to feel a lot better about myself. I think that you too have made the correct choice by coming here, and that if you want to confront your demons, you've done most of the hard work already.

Good luck
Signed, J. Rubicante

p.s. Although I addressed this message to Soilwork, please don't pm me... I don't think I'm ready to take that step yet, if ever. Heck, I can't even make my own thread yet! 🙂

 

[alchemy1]

You are amonst friends here my brother.

Dude, you picked the right people to talk to. I think we can all identify with that in our own way. But seriously man, who WANTS to be "normal." You know what normal actually means...something that the IMEDIATE society accepts as being common-place. Common-place...that's disgusting. Noone wants to be common-place. That's like saying "Hello, I'm a garden variety person." Absurd! 🙄 Secondly, "normal" varies heavily from culture to culture (not even mentioning historical cultures). ...more absurdity! You see what I mean. Normal = BORING I know I can idenify alot more with the people that society considers odd than I can with all of those cookie-cutter people out there that appear and behave as if they were built on an assembly line. Now take us for example. We are all interesting, decent people (well, that might be stretching it a bit for me 😀 ), so who needs all of that normal/cookie-cutter b.s. Finally, tickling is the greatest fetish in the world. Why? Well, it's definately fun, it's gentle, it's safe, it burns lots of calories, it doesn't contain monosodium glutimate, and it actually spreads laughter. More people should be into this! Anywho...you got friends here man.
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"Yeah, I saw a yard gnome once...it didn't scare me" - Space Ghost

 

[ticklishkate]

I remember getting hooked on tickling at an early age too, mainly from books and toons....so dont worry about it.

 

[AcornaMordor]

I've recently had my fetish ousted by my mother and her b/f. They are bdsm slave and Master, in that order, and I wasn't comfortable speaking to my mother about it but I found I was much more comfortable speaking to another dominant about my fetish. It was a lot easier to discuss and explain with Mike - especially through text. Maybe you could do the same? Depending on if you're ler or lee, if there's maybe some BDSM people nearby, it might help to interact with them socially (not physically, though >.>) and discuss your feelings about your own fetish with someone bearing the same preference of sub or dom..

 

[naveltkltr1350]

Welcome brah! dont worry, we are all weird in some way..infact, instead of me liking feet, i like stomachs much more. No one knows about that but the ppl on here and the TMF. So just relax, have fun in here, ive had a lot of fun in here so far, and it only gets better! Enjoy!!