Thanks!!! I am glad you all are chiming in with such wonderful responses. I was expecting worse.
With the raving bitch comment.... if you watch any of my youtube interviews....you will see, I am the goofy-est laid back girl you will ever met. I don't get upset about most things.... So for me to respond at all.... WOW.
I wish I could get on here more to respond to everyone more frequently. Unfortunately, shooting life doesn't permit as much as I would like.
As for the lose of my family.... Honestly, I feel like it's their lose, not mine. It sucks for me, but for those who wonder, Tickledguy has become like a father to me.... Understanding my quirks and being there when I needed him the most. Him and his wife, have hugged me while I cried through breakups....gave me money to help me through hard times.... Anything you can think that parents would do. So, in the loss of my family..... I gained a "true family".... It's a wonderful thing. I get to go home to get tickled and tickle others, without judgement.
Honestly, I think I am lucky. But considering me a fake.... that was a lil GRRRRR to me. Cause I have never faked. I have definately felt akward with certain people and held back... But that's what happens when you are figuring out stuff in your head.
Life doesn't come with a manual. I didn't just wake up one day and say "Hey....I have a tickling fetish!" I was tainted from years and years of "programming"....
And many people seem to understand, that's why you are all writing back to this. Amazing. It feels good not to be alone.
Awareness and Acceptance is the key.
🙂
I love you all. Thank you for making my day....
Hey Catherine, it is SO cool that you personally responded to this -- and what responses they are!
The first seemed genuine and candid, helping us begin to see the real person behind the beautiful model. As others have said, what you went through was tragic, and must have been extremely hard. But it is beyond cool that you truly love this, as we do.
Then your descriptions of where and how you're ticklish were incredibly sexy!
Thank you so much for chiming in. BTW that was the total opposite of sounding anything like a raving b!t9h. 🙂