My master left me however..i found my new one..and oh boy it was amazing

[this_is_me_now]

My ...exmaster (not going to capitalize him because he has no power over me ~.~) was sweet and loving. However, he was sweet and loving to more then just me. Yes he was a very big cheater. I tried to over look it but the pain was too much and he had done this to me too many times. We didn't last. It was a nasty break up. So nasty in fact that he became angry and punched me at our friends party. My best friend of 5 years came to my rescue literally. As people grabbed my exmaster and dragged him away from me my bestfriend took me to his car and drove me away. He wanted to know where i wanted to go but not after those usual "omg! are you okay! im going to kick his f@#@ing a$$!" and me doing the "no please dont just take me to your house." thing. That was all i wanted to go was to my bestfriends house. It was obvious the attraction we had for eachother. But i never went for it because i was literally trapped by my exmaster (really i was i tried to leave earlier but he threatened me saying he'd kill me and when i broke up with him he did it agian so i stayed broken up with him and thats when we went to our friend b-day party and i saw my ex there and he wanted me back and i said no and pow!!! you know theres something about men and when they hit you it makes your face want to just...implode...oops getting sidetracked) So i felt safe at my best friends house. been there before why not now. We went and i was in and out of consciousness but i remember him getting me ice for my face and me (being drunk that i was) kept falling asleep on his bed. When i woke up i remember looking at the clock it was 2 am and i was in his arms!! *heart melting* my clothes were still on and i didnt feel sore down..um..there so i knew we didnt have sex. He was so cute asleep like that. I kissed him. I kissed him on his lips and he woke up kissing me back. He held me and we kissed for a few seconds but then out of nowhere he tickled my sides. This caused me to giggle and squirm a bit under him. He kinda smiled and said to me "Uh huh looks like we have a ticklish slave!" My eyes widened and i back away from him...he used the word slave...that caught my attention. He didn't know about my extreme love of mild bdsm or tickling. So ...him using that word made me think that he was into it. All my friends know i like bondage thats it. Because all my friends like it duh bondage is cool!!! "give me your purse." he said "why i said" "because i want to see those handcuffs u say you carry all the time." I laughed and he said slave agian he said "get me those cuffs like a good slave." i paused and he asked me "do you not want me to call you that..is it creeping you out?" i smiled and told him everything. I told my best friend of 4 years..well 5 today ...my crush...everything about my love of tickling everything! needless to say he was thrilled. Apparently whenever he was tickling me before or we'd get into tickle fights it was because he loved my laughter and he started liking it more when he pinned me down and i was squirming under him. He's so cute! He didnt know he was into it untill he started having tickle fights with me! Well i gave him the cuffs and he hand cuffs my hands behind my back and sat on my legs and tickled my extremely ticklish feet forever!!! he would lightly scribble his nails all up and down my feet and trace circles on the balls of my feet and at one point he nibbled on my toes!!! *in heaven* he used his tongue too! on my soles. It was done and over at 4:30 am. he uncuffed me and we fell asleep. I woke up at 5:30 am and lifted up his shirt and kissed his hip up to his chest up to his neck and whispered in his ear "i love you master." he smiled in his sleep! it was so sweet. i think he was half asleep because when i woke up in the morning at 9 he looked at me put ice on my cheek agian and he leaned over and kissed my lips and then said to me..."i love you too slave." it was like a dream!! but it happened because today he was here and he kissed me and called me slave agian! im in love!!

 

[Volcom1]

\ m /

 

[CoopXLR]

I'm happy you found someone who'll treat you right. As for your ex, I'd like to get my hands on him and stomp a mudhole in his ass!

 

[baseball333]

I hope this doesn't mean you want a threesome with your old master and new master.

 

[chode]

Question..............If someone is your master, the title denoting ownership. Then who cares if they beat your ass. Your property arent you? Whats the point of calling someone your master if it isnt reall true? And i would think if you have a "MASTER," then they can "own" as many people/slaves as they wish.

 

[Venom3602]

She just says the whole "master" thing for attention. Don't encourage her.

 

[CoopXLR]

Then who cares if they beat your ass.

I care.

 

[~Samurai~]

🙄

 

[MistressValerie1]

ROFLMAO, Samurai!

 

[Timewarp]

.............

wtf?

 

[MistressValerie1]

.............

wtf?

Obscure slang: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=yhbt

 

[this_is_me_now]

Question..............If someone is your master, the title denoting ownership. Then who cares if they beat your ass. Your property arent you? Whats the point of calling someone your master if it isnt reall true? And i would think if you have a "MASTER," then they can "own" as many people/slaves as they wish.

i tried to be a loyal slave in this dominant relationship but there were more reasons then one of why i left him. the main one other then the cheating was telling me he'd kill me and went on saying how he would do it...i don't need an abusive master....im only playing out this role to an extent. i dont need to be mistreated.

 

[MistressValerie1]

i tried to be a loyal slave in this dominant relationship but there were more reasons then one of why i left him. the main one other then the cheating was telling me he'd kill me and went on saying how he would do it...i don't need an abusive master....im only playing out this role to an extent. i dont need to be mistreated.

You should report him to the law if he threatened to kill you. It's very sad when a dominant becomes abusive within a trusting relationship 🙁

 

[Hiryu]

i tried to be a loyal slave in this dominant relationship but there were more reasons then one of why i left him. the main one other then the cheating was telling me he'd kill me and went on saying how he would do it...i don't need an abusive master....im only playing out this role to an extent. i dont need to be mistreated.

Agreed. If you would be so kind as to pm me his email, I would be delighted to to go over the details with him about how slowly and methodicly I could carry out his demise but, that is up to you. 🙂

 

[ShadowTklr]

Question..............If someone is your master, the title denoting ownership. Then who cares if they beat your ass. Your property arent you? Whats the point of calling someone your master if it isnt reall true? And i would think if you have a "MASTER," then they can "own" as many people/slaves as they wish.

What a stupid thing to say. I was going to expound on the reasons why this is such a stupid thing to say, but the sheer stupidity of it has caused me to rethink my decision.

 

[chode]

Or the plain stupidity for calling someone your master. It was a real question. And if ya cant handle it and have nothing of intelligence to say then why say anything. Your post talking about nothing was a great addition though!! Thanks! 🙂

 

[Dade]

if ya cant handle it and have nothing of intelligence to say then why say anything. 🙂

Why indeed? ROFLMAO.

But then again,you appear to be the expert in having nothing of intelligence to say.

 

[chode]

Just following your lead.......

 

[Dade]

lol I'll let the others decide that. All they need do is a search on all of your posts and read them.

 

[ShadowTklr]

Or the plain stupidity for calling someone your master. It was a real question. And if ya cant handle it and have nothing of intelligence to say then why say anything. Your post talking about nothing was a great addition though!! Thanks! 🙂

Please don't attempt to insult my intelligence for some carelessly stupid thing YOU said. If you had any knowledge about the S&M community, then the term "master" would not be such a foreign and silly term to you. Since you obviously have contempt for it, and still haven't demonstrated a courteous approach to your so-called question, I suggest going to a couple of S&M boards to learn a little bit more about what it is, and the different levels of lifestyle that exist and are subscribed to by millions of people in this country. If nothing else, it will give you an education so that next time you wish to opine on this subject, your post will have substance and integrity. I would hope that you are a fine person, so please understand that I am attacking the nature of your post, and not you personally.

Just because someone has a master, does not automatically mean that they wish to be abused. The poster was very clear that her interest was "Mild" S&M which involved bondage and tickling. Bearing that in mind, it was contemptuous of you to suggest that she should expect to be abused and betrayed simply because she practices that lifestyle.

Whether or not your pride will allow you to admit it, you were wrong, and really should be man enough to at least say I could have phrased that question a little better. 😎

 

[chode]

Well, since you people just decided to insult and or attack instead of "get my point" thats completely fine with me. Flame away. I am however going to piss on you and put the "flame" out. Childish sounding, perhaps. But entertaining to myself non the less.
Please continue to look foolish......

 

[Venom3602]

Psh, she has every right to leave someone who hits her. But that whole "my master" gimmic of hers annoys me.

 

[F.L. Atlanta 10]

My ...exmaster (not going to capitalize him because he has no power over me ~.~) was sweet and loving. However, he was sweet and loving to more then just me. Yes he was a very big cheater. I tried to over look it but the pain was too much and he had done this to me too many times. We didn't last. It was a nasty break up. So nasty in fact that he became angry and punched me at our friends party. My best friend of 5 years came to my rescue literally. As people grabbed my exmaster and dragged him away from me my bestfriend took me to his car and drove me away. He wanted to know where i wanted to go but not after those usual "omg! are you okay! im going to kick his f@#@ing a$$!" and me doing the "no please dont just take me to your house." thing. That was all i wanted to go was to my bestfriends house. It was obvious the attraction we had for eachother. But i never went for it because i was literally trapped by my exmaster (really i was i tried to leave earlier but he threatened me saying he'd kill me and when i broke up with him he did it agian so i stayed broken up with him and thats when we went to our friend b-day party and i saw my ex there and he wanted me back and i said no and pow!!! you know theres something about men and when they hit you it makes your face want to just...implode...oops getting sidetracked) So i felt safe at my best friends house. been there before why not now. We went and i was in and out of consciousness but i remember him getting me ice for my face and me (being drunk that i was) kept falling asleep on his bed. When i woke up i remember looking at the clock it was 2 am and i was in his arms!! *heart melting* my clothes were still on and i didnt feel sore down..um..there so i knew we didnt have sex. He was so cute asleep like that. I kissed him. I kissed him on his lips and he woke up kissing me back. He held me and we kissed for a few seconds but then out of nowhere he tickled my sides. This caused me to giggle and squirm a bit under him. He kinda smiled and said to me "Uh huh looks like we have a ticklish slave!" My eyes widened and i back away from him...he used the word slave...that caught my attention. He didn't know about my extreme love of mild bdsm or tickling. So ...him using that word made me think that he was into it. All my friends know i like bondage thats it. Because all my friends like it duh bondage is cool!!! "give me your purse." he said "why i said" "because i want to see those handcuffs u say you carry all the time." I laughed and he said slave agian he said "get me those cuffs like a good slave." i paused and he asked me "do you not want me to call you that..is it creeping you out?" i smiled and told him everything. I told my best friend of 4 years..well 5 today ...my crush...everything about my love of tickling everything! needless to say he was thrilled. Apparently whenever he was tickling me before or we'd get into tickle fights it was because he loved my laughter and he started liking it more when he pinned me down and i was squirming under him. He's so cute! He didnt know he was into it untill he started having tickle fights with me! Well i gave him the cuffs and he hand cuffs my hands behind my back and sat on my legs and tickled my extremely ticklish feet forever!!! he would lightly scribble his nails all up and down my feet and trace circles on the balls of my feet and at one point he nibbled on my toes!!! *in heaven* he used his tongue too! on my soles. It was done and over at 4:30 am. he uncuffed me and we fell asleep. I woke up at 5:30 am and lifted up his shirt and kissed his hip up to his chest up to his neck and whispered in his ear "i love you master." he smiled in his sleep! it was so sweet. i think he was half asleep because when i woke up in the morning at 9 he looked at me put ice on my cheek agian and he leaned over and kissed my lips and then said to me..."i love you too slave." it was like a dream!! but it happened because today he was here and he kissed me and called me slave agian! im in love!!

I am sorry to hear that it got to that level, but I am glad that you are safe and happy again.

 

[-Kunoke-]

I am sorry to hear that it got to that level, but I am glad that you are safe and happy again.

Now that's a response. I concur. 🙂

 

[this_is_me_now]

Wow alot of response. Okay, concerning the subject of the fact that i do practice mild bdsm games such as bondage tickling and of course the whole subserviant bull crud. (yes i even call it that but have played it out as it makes it funner for me and MY interests as well as my partners) just because i will play out the master/slave game doesn't mean i deserve to be treated as one out of context. Meaning, i may be their little slave and oh boy what fun their my master but don't bring that out of the bed. Don't mistreat me. Don't hit me! or cheat on me. All i know is bedroom games shouldnt be takin as serious as my ex took it. He really has something violent wrong with him thats because of his personal issues whatever. The point being i am not going to die like a REAL SLAVE (this is all sex games right? i mean thats how i look at this all). Anyways and to those who are "annoyed" about me talking about my "master (who ever he may be)" get over it im simply trying to have fun with my interests. However i will in respect to those out there..tone it down. yes im so happy its unbelievable right now. My current BOYFRIEND (didnt say master ) is a sweet heart. My ex needs help i can't give it to him because i feel i would be endangering myself if i did. So, Thanks for all the support and heck even the criticism, it builds character i guess.