I'm usually reluctant to post personal business on the forum anymore, but something happened the other day that I would appreciate advice on. (It's not anything about my father, its about me, so it shouldnt cause the blowups that have happened in the past when I've discussed my father on here).
People may have seen the thread I posted about my mom's upcoming body scan, for the doctors to see how well the treatment she had when we were living in NJ for three months worked.
We met with the doctor this past Friday, and the thing is: I don't remember the meeting at all. I don't remember what was said, etc. I made some comment to my mom on Saturday, and she looked at me with amazement, saying something like "Mitch, dont you remember being at Dr B yesterday, and what was discussed." The honest answer is no, I dont.
This is particularly disturbing to me, because as forum members know, I was a history major, and I pride myself on remembering dates/events, etc. I can remember conversations I had with people, years ago. I remember the day my mom was diagnosed with the cancer in March 2010. I remember the last time I saw my father in January 2010. (Almost two years ago) etc. Yet, I cant remember this.
I've posted about the seizure I had in June. I had tests, and all was fine., The doctors concluded it was stress.
I lied in bed last night, wondering if there's something wrong with me. I havent had any ill effects since the seizure. I dont feel weak, or tired, etc. Yet, I kept going over it "Why the hell cant I remember the meeting with the Dr?"
I'm reluctant to tell Dr B, my mom's cancer Dr. If I know him, he'll tell me to check myself into the hospital and get tested. I went through enough of that in June.
So, is there any logical explanation of why a person who usually remembers EVERYTHING both short and long term, doesnt remember a meeting with a Dr that occured less thzn 24 hours before?
I'm wondering if all the months of living away from home, the stress, fear, etc of my mom's treatment, hospitalizations, and tests, caused me to have a blackout. The thing is: I remember living in NJ for three months, vividly, and all the things that happened there. Yet, I cant wrap my brain around why I cant remember this one day.
Am I making too much out of this, or, considering my seizure, should I tell Dr B, and ask him to direct me to someone to go get tested?
Thoughts and advice would be appreciated. Please use care. This is a sensitive subject considering what i'm going through with mom, and I'm very upset.
Mitch
People may have seen the thread I posted about my mom's upcoming body scan, for the doctors to see how well the treatment she had when we were living in NJ for three months worked.
We met with the doctor this past Friday, and the thing is: I don't remember the meeting at all. I don't remember what was said, etc. I made some comment to my mom on Saturday, and she looked at me with amazement, saying something like "Mitch, dont you remember being at Dr B yesterday, and what was discussed." The honest answer is no, I dont.
This is particularly disturbing to me, because as forum members know, I was a history major, and I pride myself on remembering dates/events, etc. I can remember conversations I had with people, years ago. I remember the day my mom was diagnosed with the cancer in March 2010. I remember the last time I saw my father in January 2010. (Almost two years ago) etc. Yet, I cant remember this.
I've posted about the seizure I had in June. I had tests, and all was fine., The doctors concluded it was stress.
I lied in bed last night, wondering if there's something wrong with me. I havent had any ill effects since the seizure. I dont feel weak, or tired, etc. Yet, I kept going over it "Why the hell cant I remember the meeting with the Dr?"
I'm reluctant to tell Dr B, my mom's cancer Dr. If I know him, he'll tell me to check myself into the hospital and get tested. I went through enough of that in June.
So, is there any logical explanation of why a person who usually remembers EVERYTHING both short and long term, doesnt remember a meeting with a Dr that occured less thzn 24 hours before?
I'm wondering if all the months of living away from home, the stress, fear, etc of my mom's treatment, hospitalizations, and tests, caused me to have a blackout. The thing is: I remember living in NJ for three months, vividly, and all the things that happened there. Yet, I cant wrap my brain around why I cant remember this one day.
Am I making too much out of this, or, considering my seizure, should I tell Dr B, and ask him to direct me to someone to go get tested?
Thoughts and advice would be appreciated. Please use care. This is a sensitive subject considering what i'm going through with mom, and I'm very upset.
Mitch