Actually I have been criticized on here in the past for paying for all my tickling, and the fact that I don't do any tickling that doesn't involve money. Maybe they think I'm a loser because I have to pay for it, and the guys who go to dungeons they magically assume don't have to pay for it, they could get it for free but for whatever reason they prefer a dungeon. Well whatever the case, anyone can think of me what they will. Given the amount of effort I am willing to put forth in order to make myself attractive to an attractive female, or rather lack of effort, and given my current income and not being able to afford a dungeon which I guess would not make me as much of a loser, these are my options. My lack of effort is probably a result of a deep seeded belief that any attempts I made to make myself more attractive to the opposite sex would only result in more disappointment and getting told "sorry you're not my type, I only like you as a friend" by women who I developed the "warm fuzzies" for (I don't know the proper name for that, since I've been told that that isn't love as I had thought it was).
But none of this matters, those who find me disgusting for having to pay women to let me tickle them will still find me disgusting regardless of how respectful I may or may not have been to the dancers. I have to pay for it, therefore I am a loser to some people here probably even the majority of people here and probably the majority of people in society. No "hey, if that's how you get your tickle fix, more power to you" (although some in this thread have said that, I get the feeling that the majority of people would not be so understanding). No to them I'm just a loser, an unfortunate blemish on the face of society, one of the people who society brushes under the rug and tries to pretend isn't there. Only people who are happy, sociable, productive, "normal" are those who really count. Like the homeless who people say "get a job" to, even though how are they supposed to get a job without a residence and many times with addictions and mental illnesses that need to be treated first, and to that people shrug and say "oh well, that's their problem."
"You have no other options? You don't make an effort because you believe it wouldn't make any difference anyway and every time you've made an effort in the past its always ended in disappointment? Oh well, (shrug) you're a loser"
