Blog entries by Gothika

i am seriously breaking down rignt now i need tracy she is the only one that has ever been able to calm me down and make me feel better and think straight no one else has ever been able to do that i seriously need her no i am trying so hard to get someone to get ahold of her im hurting so badly

im in such a mess right now and i dont know wht to do i been having the worst luck i poted my police scanner on craigs list and someone responde they came over today i gave it to him and he said he needed the addapter for it so i went up stairs and went through a mess of courds to get to it and...

man i have so much to say and just cannot get it out all at one time i say what i want then there is more to say then more and i just cannot seem to get it out all in one time darn it but eventualy it all will

i am hurting so badly right now i have never hert so much in my life i hve not hear from tracy at all i am so worried and just want to heear her voice and work this out i have this feeling her sister and or friend are jerking me around and lieing to me about things and not telling me wht is...

at this point i have not heard from her yet i miss her so much and i am so worried about her i am hoping and praying she will call soon and we can work this out she is the most amazing woman on the face of the planet and no one can replace her she is one of a kind she is beautifull smart funny...

i am and have been in love with the greatest woman ever i did not ever think i would ever meet someone and it happened i was so suprised i am the happiest man on the face of the earth i have the most wonderfull perfect woman eva and i could not ask for more sometimes i get scared it feels like a...