Tomorrow is the big day. The day of the culmination of all the 3 hour plus car rides each way to NJ, the Dr visits, the chemo sessions for my mom, the hospitalizations, setbacks with health, weather problems, and all the other bumps along the road. Tomorrow.. is my mom's Petscan, as the doctors, and my mom and myself, of course, will learn just how effective the treatment of the past several months has been on her lung cancer.
Of course, as everyone can probably imagine and appreciate.. there are very apprehensive feelings right now. My mom seems to be taking a different attitude than I am. While I've been thinking about this day.. for much of the last three weeks, since her last chemo session, and I have been very nervous, she seems to be taking the attitude of : "I don't want to think about it.. or talk about it".
We won't actually know anything tomorrow: We will learn the results of the scan next week, because my mom has requested that the Dr not call us with the results. We have an appointment to see him next week to discuss the results, and what comes next. Last year, when my mother was first diagnosed with the cancer here in Lancaster, our family doctor called her on a Saturday, on her cell phone, while we were in the supermarket, to reveal the definitive results that she had cancer. My mother did not feel that was very beneficial, physically.. or emotionally.. for either her or myself, as she would rather have heard the results from the Drs herself, in person..
Our Dr in NJ, Dr B, has told us in recent weeks, and months.. "I'm confident the tumors have shrunk, I just don't know how much". From his mouth.. to God's ears.
Anyhow.. so that's the situation.. I know I have to find ways to try and take my mind off of this.. for the next 24 hours.. until the test.. and for the next week.. until we receive the results.
Any thoughts and prayers would be appreciated. Thanks.
Mitch
Of course, as everyone can probably imagine and appreciate.. there are very apprehensive feelings right now. My mom seems to be taking a different attitude than I am. While I've been thinking about this day.. for much of the last three weeks, since her last chemo session, and I have been very nervous, she seems to be taking the attitude of : "I don't want to think about it.. or talk about it".
We won't actually know anything tomorrow: We will learn the results of the scan next week, because my mom has requested that the Dr not call us with the results. We have an appointment to see him next week to discuss the results, and what comes next. Last year, when my mother was first diagnosed with the cancer here in Lancaster, our family doctor called her on a Saturday, on her cell phone, while we were in the supermarket, to reveal the definitive results that she had cancer. My mother did not feel that was very beneficial, physically.. or emotionally.. for either her or myself, as she would rather have heard the results from the Drs herself, in person..
Our Dr in NJ, Dr B, has told us in recent weeks, and months.. "I'm confident the tumors have shrunk, I just don't know how much". From his mouth.. to God's ears.
Anyhow.. so that's the situation.. I know I have to find ways to try and take my mind off of this.. for the next 24 hours.. until the test.. and for the next week.. until we receive the results.
Any thoughts and prayers would be appreciated. Thanks.
Mitch





