I used to smoke cigarettes casually. I was never able to smoke more than a pack every 2-3 days, because it made my lungs feel crowded, thick, and dry. It was more a reason to bond with friends and get away from my boss. Eventually, I realized I could still hang out with my friends during smoke breaks without partaking.
I find pot to be overrated. Do I want it to be legal? Perhaps, but my feelings regarding that are reflected
in this article. People should be free to choose their poison.
Speaking of poison, the older I get, alcohol doesn't seem as fun as it used to be. The occasional beer at a friend's BBQ (SMALL social event!) is fine, but I don't enjoy alcohol in public, too much. The other night, we met some friends at a bar in Newport, and I had one bottle of beer, which almost cost as much as a 6-pack from the store! Not to mention, the music was so blaringly loud that I couldn't hear what anyone was saying. Then, there's putting up with drunk people, which was funny to me about 10 years ago. Now, thinking about 'OMG I'm
SOOOO drunk LOL wine cooler-girl', or 'Overly-affectionate get in your face and whisper empty secrets with whiskey breath drunk guy' irritate the shit outta me. Don't even get me started on people who can't control it enough to be able to make it to the toilet before throwing up!
Okay, now that I'm done ranting about drugs and alcohol, I'll admit to a dependency: caffeine. When I was younger, I never thought much about caffeine's effects. Drinking coffee late at night out at a coffee shop or diner didn't keep me from sleeping, and I loathed (and still do!) people who act overly enthused about getting wired from coffee, soda, or energy drinks, making stupid maniacal laughs and feigning hyperactivity (Something that was funny to me about 15 years ago, when Cornholio was a new episode of Beavis and Butthead, and they were relevant.). Now, my body
requires coffee, and in a very specific amount. Too much makes me nervous and very hungry, two things I don't like to be when I need to be alert BUT COOL at work, and too little makes me sluggish and gives me intense, unforgiving headaches, and forces me to constantly crack my jaw all day from tension.
I despise the dependency, because I can no longer enjoy coffee past a certain time of day, and the thought of having Starbucks, or going to a book-store coffee shop for a treat is simply out of the question, because it doesn't factor in with my 32-oz, four-serving coffee pot at home. I can't enjoy a cup of coffee just for the sake of enjoying it. I have to have it, kinda like a dose of medicine.